The most wondeful, peaceful, powerful and every other “ful” you can imagine, has always been the feeling that at every moment my life could be changed totally. This kind of Infinite Opportunities Philosophy allowed me to test a special freedom , a great happiness. Whatever i was doing, wherever i was living, whoever i was with, i always knew that still i could have been another New life. So every day to me was a really exciting day full of surprices and adventures, cause everyday i was waking up with the conviction everything could happen to me and my life. That was paradise to me. When i got to bed i was trying to imagin which wonderful and passionated things would have been happen to me the day after, and that meant to me mental freedom. During that period i was talking a lot about Soul, Energy, Love for life, Excitation for living so many lives into just one.
I have to tell you honestly that since i married and i had my first son, my life got completely changed and staying on this theme, i can ensure you that also if i love them in an infinite way, my freedom and the joy related to that feeling of infinite opportunities have been fully destroyied. Now everyday i wake up already bored, cause i know everyday is almost still the same than the day before. All this is cause in a marriage, in a family more than Love, there are several rules that kill individual freedoms and not care of personal desires , dreams or wishes. To work well it needs the family components sacrifice, in order to reach a stable and safe middle point between the individuals. In facts there are no doubts that Love and overruled form to stay together such as marriage bring several responsabilities and significative loss of personal freedom and personal Joy. That joy i was talking before. Obviously family bring other kinds of joy, for example the wonderful happiness of staying with your son and your wife. But Freedom in the open and full sense i mean , is lost forever. What do you think about it ?

Marco Nisida